eudoxiada

Dear Anonymous, I AM BISEXUAL. And that is my problem. I don't know how to handle it. I get so nervous about it, I just repress it in the back of my mind. Forget it. I don't want people to get the wrong idea about me. But then again , what if I'm wrong? What if I say this is what I want and then I'm wrong? I couldn't even stand to know I broke someone's heart over my insecurity. My plague, if you will. I'm going a bit mad, just writing this letter to you. Bringing this problem front and center in the stage of my mind. I'm happy, letting someone in, but upset because has been so private for so long, I've grown to love the closet I left it in

Last time I checked, I'm a woman. Yes, I wear guy clothes- they're more comforable. Yes, I have short hair- it's easier to style. That doesn't make me less of a woman. So why all the dirty looks from other women, As I walked out of the locker room, eyes down, Wearing my dark androgenous clothes? Underneath I am still a woman. Why all the looks from the lifeguards at the pool, When I was swimming workouts with a group of guys? I'm wearing clothes over my bikini, But I am no less of a woman. Yes I have a stern face and tense jaw. If you knew my thoughts, you would too. I am stoic and reject my emotions; That doesn't mean I'm not